My friend telling my amidst daily about how triggering it is for her that her boyfriend lost his virginity (and at a young age) and how it breaks he heart that he was hurt and deserves better is triggering for me and makes me sad that I'm not a virgin and feel dirty for wanting sex instead of true love that is selfless. On top of being trans which I'm forced to believe makes me disordered. But in heaven I'll be infinitely joyful.
1/3 of the way through my life only a little longer
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