article link, self analysis
@meena well yes and
basically the concept of creating, and maintaining an aesthetic or appearance either for acceptance or clout. Veiled as a pursuit of self expression that is 100% "real". (at least for me).
I see myself in the articles any time I read one.
what she said my weaknesses/pains were might not have had anything to do with what I said to hurt her but they are all true now that I'm looking at myself. especially in relationship to our friendship. I don't know if that was visible to her or how but I feel horrible now because I don't know what to do. if she was right about my fear of abandonment what if she was right about my transness being a personal acceptance issue..
She said she was sorry for me
@fizzycola I deleted like 300k emails a few months ago
@nymph hugs! thank you for doing what you did!
@selontheweb ty! I'll check these out!
@selontheweb do you listen to any cool podcasts that aren't your own?
@garfiald it's spelled kazill
@nymph maybe I'll make a(nther fucking) blog about hip spots in Orlando.
@pikachu werk!!! Looking cute!
@nymph i wish there were more study spots in Orlando. I feel weird going to the same place twice in one week with my laptop to "work" because I hate bring at home.
@mxsiege can't wait to get my MXCJ certified kazoo in the mail
@mxsiege hmm I'm having trouble understanding. How much for a Skype lesson?